eeeeeeeeee!
i love summer
summer love
love summer
hiip hiip hippp! gaaah
so i think i'm done with the weird sounds now
but ohmygosh!
summer school is almost over, i have my exam on Thursday.
i am going to Vancouover on Friday.
yes, i am totally excited
but also i kind of wish i was staying here for a bit longer
its fun to get to know people
and yes
well...i was sick today
i did not attend my summer place of learning
too bad
eeee!
okay that's all i got
yay summer!
<33333333333333

FATE IS AN ELEGANT COLD-HEARTED WHORE
...
I'M THE KING OF THIS PITY PARTY WITH MY JEWEL-ENCRUSTED CROWN
that is a hot song
hot hot hot
hot like a mother
i am at amanda my love of life's house
because she is cool
and i am cool
and we are both cool
together in life
holy matrimony
amen.
and cut
CUTE WITHOT THE E
oh la la la la
so i am now done.
not really. i have summer school now. that shit is off the hook craazy. haha yeah met some cool people.
oh i truly love summer.
sigh
now all i need is summer love
love summer
summer love
:)
done

oh god what is wrong with me. honnnnestly, this should not be happening to me. not anymore. i have a great weekend, lots of fun, shopping, go karting. lovely lovely. i have a good daaaay, see amanda, lala fun fun. i don't care, not at all, not thinking about it, and if i am its happily. and then just bam. like what the hell. i can't help myself from thinking things, and i just hate it. what is with this. how can i be so opposed to something, but then feeeeel the exact opposite. why does your heart and mind have to be so...different. its just not....fair! haha here i am, complaining about life again.
there are so many things to be happy about. i shall list them
1) IT IS SUMMER
2) i have great friends
3) there are so many fun things to look forward too this summer
4) i have gone shopping a lot and own lovely lovely clothes

so that is my start. okay yaaay whoo hoo. just gotta beat it back. its only when i am actually there do i have a problem. and then immediatley after. i should just stay away. except i can't. and i am not, i repeat AM NOT letting this one fucking thing that should not even exist ruin my summer. this is MY summer! screw last summer. screw this past entire fucking year. everything sucked. its all over and done woth, so i should start acting like it! for gods sake! like honestly what the fuck?! aahhh i just cant express my frusteration. and it is only me that i am frusterated at. mad at myself for feeling like this. just deal. just DEAL.
this song expresses a little something

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker

my baaaag. hehe

and my book. haha
and then here a few lovely pictures of moi. haha hot, i know.
hmm...emoness?

haha and lovely.

and that is REALLY all for now
xxxxxxx

so wonderland on friday. now that was coooolness. haha yeah it was fun. annnd um lets see what else. so i've only had...4 days of actual nothing to do summer vacation. and i have to go to summer school tomorrow. talk about fun. actually im kind of excited. but mostly nervous. i dont know anyone. and i dont do so well meeting new people. oh well, hopefully it'll go well. so i finished decorating my bag and binder, and i got a new eeyore notebook! and pencil case. the notebook says, ahem:
Wherever there is a silver lininga cloud can't be far behind.
And if you find yourself feeling blue, just do what i do:
simply find your own comfy thistly corner of the wood
amd settle down for a nice lunch
i think eeyore is my hero. one thing i kind of like about school, accesories haha. annd annd what else. I GOT A DIGIAL CAMERA! aaahhh that makes me tress excited. because i really wanted one. and now i have one. its red, and beautiful and i love it. and yes. and yesterday was my mom's birthday so we all went golfing. haha woo wooo. i really suck at golf. and yeah. um ummm what else. i want to post some pictures, but i have to figure out how. so i guess that's all for now.
tata
xxxxxx

DONE
DONE
DONE
DONE
oohhh yes!
no more school!
well...until monday
when summer school starts
oh well, i have, thursday, friday, and the weekend
but still
SCHOOL IS OVER
and i think i did well on my exams
WOO PARTY
summer, here i come
that is all

two more exams down
four down in total
two more still to do
i just found out my summer school course starts on monday
that kind of sucks
oh well, hopefully itl be worth it
and um
well...no real news
when you have to remind yourself to be happy...does that still count as being happy?
i think it should
so there.
Chances thrown
nothing's free
longing for what used to be
stil it's hard
hard to see
fragile lives, shattererd dreams
The Kids Aren't Alright-The Offspring

two exams down
four more to go
not really worried about any of them
except for science
but other than that
HOMEFREE
summer is surely
almost here
thank goodness.

erinxx
fiveteenxx
music<3
black and white<3
chocolate<3
writing<3
movie junkie
rootbeer<3


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